The Puppet Show

salamz….

isk..iskk…mudahnyer utk manusia ni permainkan org lain..terpikir gak ntah hak aper yg dia dpt utk mainkn org mcm tu..tak pikir ker psl maruah org tu??murah sgt ker maruah org lain smpi nak jual mcm tu..walau murah mcm maner pun,stil dia tak berhak buat mcm tu…kenapa ek org skrg makin hilang kewarasannya???maybe duit n rasa riak btol2 da kuasai dunia fana ni..rasa diri yg sgt hebat buat kiter lupa kita ni asal dari tanah yg hina…lupa gak ttg janji kehidupan yg tak kekal nie…n lupa jugak ttg percaturan sebenar kehidupan n janji kita pada PENCIPTA seblom kita dilahirkan…hebat sgt ker diri tu??apa yg hebat??kalu setakat anak somebody..n anak org kaya..one perfect sentence for u is…"go to hell my dear"…n i really mean that…

to forgive n forget…ok..its forgiven..but to forget it will takes times….selalu pesan kat diri..jadi ar org yg sabar..byk ganjarannyer..tapi still kiter manusia biaser,sabar bknlah satu aspek yg boleh selalu ada dlm diri kita..hahaha…tapi sabar tu antara kayu ukur tahap keimanan kiter rite??ntah laa..betul ker semua yg berlaku sudah ditakdirkan??well,lebih prefer utk pilih..mmg smua baik buruk hidup kiter dah ditentukan,tapi kita jugak yg mencorakkannya..jgn salahkan takdir semata..maha suci Tuhan…semua yg wujud di dunia nie diciptakan berdua…begitu gak ngan kehidupan kiter…kita slalu ada dua pilihan…dan slalu gak kita dibiarkan utk membuat pilihan..well,i guess life is about making a choice…the rite one or the wrong one..slalu gak kiter takut utk buat pilihan tu…kalau2 tersalah pilih..tapi percaya ar setiap yg baik ader buruknyer dan setiap yg buruk mesti ader baiknyer…itu janji DIA…moge2 kita takkan pernah silap dlm buat pilihan…forgiven…

-me-

assalammualaikum…

what a day…its suppose to be my day wif her…n im the one who suppose to treat her…its her birthday afterall…but..what do i get??? no..suppose to say..did i make her happy or sumone else…sumone else would be the perfect answer…gosh…its so ridiculous…wondering why it is so hard to make the relation "fwenship" smooth….but..the truth is..im happy if she’s happy….wuts more could i ask??n thats the leastt thing i can do..to feel happpy for her….wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….i’m sorry fwen….so sorry..i’m not a good fwen..dindnt i???well..if oneday u juz walk away from me..dnt worry..i’ll never blame you for it..it is all my fault….how pathetic….

somehow…i felt like she’s the one who knew me in n out..n sumtimes i felt like it is not…isnt it weird?? ok..i dnt know..jus dnt know…i’m tired..my exam is juz around the corner..it is at my neck…will i manage as what my adviser say???i hope so…may i ;ll be what i wanna be one day….

-me-