The Puppet Show

holla…im confuse…am i???ok..people said that im damn good in plays wif others heart..wow..thats sound like compliment to me..but it is not..btol ker aku ni pndi mainkn hati org..so..aku ni jahat ar ek???erm..bkn people..tp a boy..hurm..maybe he is rite..guys..come n go in my life..n takder satu pn yg lamer ngan aku..but thats does not necessarily means im good in playing wif people’s hearrt..hey i care for them!!its only i did not confident wif myself..n diri diorg gak..aku ar salah last2..coz larikan diri..jus taknak rumitkn keadaan..sedih…ape yg dia tau psl diri aku??kalu aku syg org pon,aku diamkn diri jer..sbb aku tkt akan frust last2 nnti..so,aper percaturan yg dia bole kasi utk yakin kn aku??stakat dgn words “i love u”..duh..im not secondary student nymore..to be frank aku still confuse whether im in love or not..seriiusly…im not ready to be bound by this holy relationship..im not choosy,..in fact aku tak layak pon nak memilih antara sume guys yg baik2 ngan aku..but..if i were about to choose one of them..its mean..i will lose some of them..n i rather be single for the rest of my life then loosing 1 single frens..duhh..im growin up now..its about how i valuing my fellow frens..i wont survive here n then without them…acah..amy..ca8..ella..iejan..riz..ejad..tj..dvon..sue..farhan…noriz..fitri…saiful..aimi..see…they are among my frens that always cheer me up 24/7….so..plz…im not good in plays wif others hearts…

well…i guess its better for me to make a decision…aku takkan mainkan hati org lgik..n aku da pnat gak jage hati sume org..so..this is my decision…guys…(u know who u are)…in NOT ready yet…aper yg aku perlukan utk satu relationship is confident…buat aku yakin ttg satu ..then aku akan yakin selalu ngn relation…tu!!tlg la!!yakin kn aku..bkn just ckp syg n buat aku pkir sorang2…hah…btol ar kater org portugis dulu2..org melayu suka bercinta..its funny..n i want to move out from dat..i love to be loved…by u…frens…n da most..family…so..hrp2 pasni takder ar ckp2 aku mainkn perasaan org ke aper/…well..im hurt now..coz i ought to let him go..but at least i know my stand!!!to be frank..aku mmg tak tau lgsg yg perangai aku bole buat org lain rase camtu..sorry guys..i didnt mean it..sorry sgt2…in my life..there in n was only 1 guy i really love..but at this moment..after him..told me dat im good in plays wif others heart..hati aku kosong..sekosong2nya….carik ar gurl yg lbey baik dari aku..n aku mntk maaf…kalu ader jodoh kiter..Allah ttpkn temukan kiter walau dlm dua dimensi dunia yg berbeza…sorry….

moge cuti 3 bln nie..aku akn dpt tau aper yg aku carik dlm hidup aku…korang..trust me..i do love u guys..its just im confuse…lead a good life….